the process of job searching

I should have no fear, no worries about how I will have enough to take care of myself. But the reality is that I do fear. Much more than having the vision of where I want to be, I know that there's much work to be done in order to get there. 

Schools in the States should be competitive because the best should teach. Never having had taught as an actual teacher in the States, I feel like I'm at a disadvantage, and in a way I am, but that shouldn't scare my stiff. I started searching for work and have sent my resume to a few schools. Please say a prayer for me. It's strange how this process makes me feel like I am no longer a young adult. I am a woman with responsibilities and with much to offer. What is it that I compare myself too? What is this fear that hinders me from stepping forth in glory? 

In the next few weeks I'll hopefully have flooded the system with my application for a teaching job. Send your support this way with words of encouragement, but more importantly, your prayers. God bless.